i cant believe that bacteria would just intrude into my body without my permission. that makes me sick..
It does make you sick. Literally.
wow ha ha ur right i shouldve made this into a joke!!
i posted this status in 2009 when i was 11 and it is still true to this day
when people give me compliments I feel like a vending machine trying to accept a wrinkly dollar and it’s just really frustrating for everyone involved
Miniature nightly rant of feelings
I feel like no one reads these anyway, but I am gonna apologize for the second little thing tonight but either way it kinda just came into my head and I feel the need to say it….I feel useless, I feel worthless and I feel sad but only at night or when I am not distracted. If I am doing something, or I am out or with people then I don’t think about it but the moment the distraction stops the pain all floods in and I feel like nothing but a bitchy complainer and maybe thats why not many people know how hard I cry myself to sleep at night and how badly I hurt and wanna kill myself almost everyday and yet I would never get praise for still being here, I can guarantee that if I brought it up I would be the new “crazy bitch” or “psycho girl” or I would be a drama queen. No one listens till you’re dead, then maybe they will realize I wasn’t fucking around.
A Civil War Hits London, This Shocking One Second a Day Video Shows How it Destroys a Little Girl’s Life
One minute and 33 seconds.
Sometimes I can have such a good day and such a good night or hell even a good week and yet I come home at night or I feel the darkness of the day set in and just like that I am depressed, I am sad and my thoughts put me on the brink of death. I feel like I do everything wrong and that I can never do anything right, that I am being used by everyone and that I am falling for it every time because I am so naive and I am so fucking stupid. I can’t seem to say no to anyone and I can’t seem to be someone who stands up for myself and I don’t know if that is because I hate myself so much that I know I don’t deserve to be treated well or if its because I care so deeply for others, and isn’t that the scary part of it all? Not knowing whether you have a deep love for others or a deep hatred for yourself…or both, or the worse one…either way I feel my eminent death upon me I just don’t know when or how yet.
I FELT SO SORRY FOR HER IN THIS MOMENT.
like ok from the day she got on the hogwarts express, people were making fun of her and she’s never viewed as pretty or attractive until the moment in the first gif.
and because ron is fuckin jealous, he makes her feel like shit and ugh it’s like her one night of being someone else is just shattered and and and
WHY DID YOU D O THAT
I get really annoyed with people who are like “well she could have asked ron first instead of screaming at him to not use her as a last resort.”
well… no. She was asked by krum right away. She wanted to go with him. She wasn’t going alone and moaning that Ron hadn’t asked her. Her objection was to being treated like she should have been available to him, and being treated like she was lying about having a date. And who the fuck wouldn’t be offended by somebody thinking that they’re so undesirable that they made up a date?
this post actually made me almost cry no joke